Monday, January 30, 2012

Dear world (and blog readers)

We all know our brain is split into two hemispheres. I would submit that my brain is made of two hemispheres: A logical side and an emotional side. Let me tell you: Logical vs. Emotional= one heck of a battle. every. single. day. I swear, I'm bipolar (not really, but it sure feels like it sometimes). Perhaps I confuse bipolarity with just being a girl in the first place. heh. Example: I went on a date Saturday night. After I got home, I was as high as a kite with happiness. It was a good first date. Everything was great. Sunday morning: what if he doesn't talk to me? What if he was lying about having a good time? We didn't talk as much as I had wanted to. Why did I ask him out in the first place if he's just going to reject me? I'm not good enough for him, wait- no he's not good enough for me. what am I talking about?!? Highest of highs to contrasting low in less than 18 hours. Now, I have been exposed to people who really do deal with legitimate bipolarity. They take medicine for it. Under those circumstances I would say I'm not bipolar at all. Just a fickle, fickle female. did I mention I was fickle? I want a sandwich. Peanut Butter. ... Maybe i'll just have cereal instead.

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